LET THE FIGHTING SPIRIT EMBOSS ON TO ME! LET FIGHT THE EXAMS!

FIGHT FIGHT!

-Power comes from within, FIGHT!-

YES! An achievement! I can declare that i spent the whole day studying! Went to the library after school with Wei Sheng, Linus and Mun Yee. Really studied my brain out. Yet, the effects from group studying seems to be much better than studying at home. At least there, you can get help quickly and the mood is sorta set into the serious, test is coming soon mood. You would really go into the studying mode.


The day was cooling to the extend that it feels like being I was indoors, in the shopping mall. Though, my damp T-shirt took quite a long time to dry. Yucks. However, nothing beats the day which was filled with laughter and hard work. It is so rewarding. Every hard work put in will definitely have a reward which gives you the satisfaction. O levels is going to be "drown" with my brain juice!? Thats sound disgusting?

Lets Work Hard For We Are All Given One Chance Only!

I just can't stand it. Everything, i seem to have a weird feeling in me. Makes me feel emo too much. I just can't concentrated on my piorities. DAMMIT! The feeling is making me so frustrated, and yes anger is felt. Somehow i think i need to get a stress ball. I can't get the feeling of anger of myself and sadness, self-denier, guilt. I just feel like a criminal yearning for the redemption. So so sad. How much can the weighs of emotions be upon us?

I wonder why do i get this feeling even though I some sort of like not anixous of my studies, though i wish that could happen. Wonder... How will the world "feel" like when there is no such existance as emotions. Everyone would be like robots, probably we would make ourselves from factories, just like toy robots. However, it seems so ridicules to have such a world. Then, what purpose is there for us to walk on the very soil of Earth that sceneries are " made". We will not feel the expressions of many jokes. We can't make ourselves happy, we can't make ourselves be in the very dream you dream where you are the blissful bunny hopping around the field of flowers. Now, what about sadness, incompletion, self-denier etc. Are those the steps to build ourselves to the prefect dream? Are they the locked door which holds happiness behind?

All i can say is that, life is not as prefect as always. Yet, many reasons beholds the key to unlock the door. For what mean or resolve you have to have depends on you. I want to have the resolve!

~One Man Can Change Anything, Open Any Door. Cause He is The Key~

If it isnt a hectic week with Maths test and Chemistry test. Totally have no time to do my homework. Oh well.

I predict or rather we all know that the troubles have yet to come. The major target we are all going to shoot down is the O levels. Come on! We can overcome it. Yet, why is there no stress felt for me though I keep nagging and remind myself that it is coming right into my face. Maybe is that I still feel so confident about it. Maybe i see the hope that is infront of me. The lighted path of victory through the Os. Maybe it is not a bad thing to not keep your spirits high despite of the dark hours awaiting us. At my cousin house for a single night sleepover! Time to have so much fun!

Time to just enjoy. Play hard and study to keep yourself mentally fit. Hopefully I don't get myself tired out and "kill" myself before the Darkest hour.

~Light of Hopes.... Can You Hear Me?~

Sometimes i wonder, why can't i go up and offer help to people. Its relatively very discouraging as i see people which i could help and yet, i stand there or slowly walk past them without any attempt to go forward and say the sentence, "Can i help you?"

It seems courage isn't that easy to have. Having courage is not a difficult thing nor it is a easy thing to attain. However, to have it means you can go around doing things whenever you can, wherever you are. Sometimes, I wished I would have the courage to forward and help, or to approach people to introduce myself etc. I gotta build up my courage!

Lets hope this will work out for me.

I bow down to you, Lord.

Argh... Days are passing by so quickly then what rate i would thought they will go by. Hmmmm... somehow stress isn't all onto my shoulders yet. Nonetheless, i still gotta study!

I just realized that many things in life happens by coincidence. Everything are the results of coincidence. For example, it is such an coincidence i met you along the streets, or it is such an coincidence that i found a dollar on the floor. Everything almost happens by coincidence. This chain of coincidence never seems to surprise all of us each day. Anything which happens everyday always determines what mood we will get. If you think you are at fault for things, and keep blaming yourself, sometimes those happenings are caused by our friend, coincidence. SO, blame on "him" rather than yourself, SOMETIMES.

However, this will not work for O levels for laughing out loud! O levels is serious! Study or not, its up to you, for coincidence might play a fool of you and make it difficult for you. No matter what, true ability is shown when you have shine on the very stage you are to act on. Life is a play which we all are the actors and actress of it. Live life to what it is on your script. For which the script is the way of life you are going to live to the fullest. W/E!!

-If we are the actors and actresses , who are the audience?-