Take Flight

Dreaming

2009-12-18T22:59:00.003+08:00

Sometimes dreams would be make life so perfect. How i wish i could live my life like a happy dream. It really sucks when reality hits you hard on the face. Its just like life is the boss and your a slave to life. You will have to face the reality of the situation and do it correctly or life will make you its plaything and when you get boring, you're already played out.

Sorry about whining, whining about how life sucks and such. Its just so that reality isn't a really nice thing sometimes. When what you detest happens so suddenly, you just start to emo and become so frustrated over even the littlest of matters. All you can do is either let it loose and lock it up inside. Till one day you explode.

Okay, away from the emo emo emo stuffs of life that sucks. Gonna fly off soon. A well deserved break i suppose. A time to pamper oneself and take the stress away from you. Even a time for you to set aside all the frustrating matters and just enjoy marvelous things life can give you. Though it might be just be a lets say a week holiday, its the time when you can let yourself loose and just play hard.

I'm also so motivated to study! I have no idea why but it just dawn to me that studying is quite fun. I have no idea why, but this motivation is only there in the day. By nightfall, everything revolves around the computer.

Come on lets really follow the saying, "Play hard, Work Hard". There's simply not much time in the world.

Live Like We're Dying.

New start

2009-12-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

I believe in a fresh new start

Its been awhile now.

2009-12-15T10:36:00.002+08:00

Time to update.

Life is so ever hectic as ever. So much things to do yet so little time. Why can't i really enjoy my holidays like before? 2010 is coming! Another year is gone so fast.

For all these time i haven't been updating. Many things happened. PJ 09S23 rawk! Had so many outings, parties and blah blah. And all these time is on the expense of my studying time. Haha! Oh man i really gotta start to prioritize my time and how to use the time wisely!

MUG MUG MUG MUG! DARYL LUM CHEE TONG! MUG MUG MUG!

Turn yourself into a nerd PLS!

2009-08-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

Plans are made for me by Him and i shall follow it...

HAHA! This just came on my mind and its like a sticky note in my mind now haha!

What-SO-EVER!

2009-08-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

Ok. Its like been a gezillion years since i last updated my blogger. Damn lazy man. Or rather i have been tired every single day. Studies in school has intensify to a whole new level! Its so tiring. Stress is like this huge ball rolling towards me and i will crushed by it sooner or later. Got to stay super strong to stop this ball from crushing.

FYI, Life has been life these past few days. Really love my class haha! So fun. Though we are like not so active in school, we always stick by each other. Recent CIP was fun. The night before CIP was horror movie and then pool and off to East Coast Park. I had hockey before the night out. By 4.30 am at East Coast Park, most of us were dead. All worn out especially those who went home to bathe after CCA and rush out to meet up for the movie. CIP was to help out at the OSIM triathlon.

Hockey training have as well gone up to a whole new training level. Tougher trainings are ahead of me, gotta build up on my fitness. Grrr, i super suck lols!

Study study study, nothing really much. PLUS PLUS! PW! KILLER! School would be so tiring and boring if not for the people around me. Really glad for these people with one i am really grateful to have.

Time to study chem and rest early.

I finally knew that PW can really kill me

SteamBoat

2009-07-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

WOW! MYE is over! The stress that i have try to cope with is just gone. It's like after i exit the examination room, i feel so light. I no longer feel the burden there was throughout the entire june holidays and the examination week. What a relief.

2 days of the 4 days rest i have have passed, and the 3rd day will soon past by in a matter of hours. Actually its 1hr 30min. At the start of this break, play is the first option for everyone whose exams are over. To become enjoy the pleasure of entertainment.

Yesterday, head out with zhi yuan and gang to watch transformers 2 and steamboat. Spent like 30 bucks.... And today just game all the way.

Tmr is pool! Anyways! Ciao

Half way there!

2009-07-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since i last blog! And its still mid week of the exams. HAHA! Chem and physics is over and i must say, it was overall alright. 3/4 stress is gone, all there's left is the stress from maths. But what can i say, its either u get it right from the begining or u get it wrong at the end. Oh well, time to study! Ciao!

Procrastination

2009-06-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

OK OK! THE EXAMS ARE APPROACHING AND PROCRASTINATION SEEMS TO BE A SUPER, HUGE, LARGE, BIG, BIG, TROUBLESOME.... PROBLEM!

I need to be locked up in a jail cell to totally study! Anyone else up for it as well?

OK! I'm procrastinating as well now. Ciao!

LONG LONG AGO... LONG LONG AGO!

2009-05-09T08:50:00.002+08:00

Its been such a long period of time since i last updated. School has been fine i suppose?

Anyways, here's a rough update on what i did during the days i have not updated.

Went out to ECP with marcus and gang to celebrate this slave boy birthday. We all met up on the train at red hill. Elvin and timothy also crash in with us haha! Upon reaching ECP, went to meet up with px at Subway. I swear to you! THE SERVICE AT ECP SUBWAY SUCKS! OMG! I ORDERED THE MEAL, THEN I ONLY RECIEVE THE BURGER AND NO DRINKS OR COOKIES! So i stood at the counter there and wait,then she saw me and remembered of my cookie and drink. Upon giving me the drink and the cookies, she asked me if i had paid when i was just like her previous customer?

Never mind about, we ate and all of us left to find a spot to pitch the tent. After pitching the tent up, we successfully managed to fly a kite so high that kenny was scare that it would fly away, cause he used his money to buy the kite. HAHA!

Decide to go cycling and me and jun xiang saw the mediacorp actor who came back from america after filming the movie, " Street Fighters: Chun-Lee". Yup, we saw edmund chen with his family haha! Played and camwhore on the beach then had dinner before we took 196 back home. While on the bus, hair was the issue discussed haha!

After that, the weekend was fine, with satuarday going out to the library and watch a movie on my lappie with LL.

Sunday was studying day!! Then for the whole week, nothing much really happened, just the same old studying then heading back home to mug more.

Now, we have a 3 days long weekend again! Whoooo! But i need to spend my time carefully because i have works to do and tests to study for! HAHAH!

I WANT THE HOLIDAYS TO BE LONGER! AHHHH! NO TIME NO TIME!

Satay!

2009-04-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today was rather a fun day. Though it seem a waste of time, but the last part of the entire outing was superb!

Went to tanjong katong with the photograph team to take photos for the NE project given every class in PJC. And so happens, that my class was to do on Tanjong Katong and Joochiat. Did i spelt it correctly?

Anyways, we split into groups, and the Tanjong Katong group decided to stay together and just take photos of anything we deem fit. There actually wasn't much around TK (Tanjong Katong). We walked and camwhored as we arrive at certain part of TK. Soon after, at around 6, we sat down and discussed on where to eat and still wasn't able to decide on anything. However, the other group at Joochiat told us to meet at bugis and thus we headed there.

Upon reaching bugis, we decided to have steamboat. As we must have Halal food cause some of my classmates were Muslim, therefore, we settled on soeul garden. ITS NOT CHEAP! OMG OMG! DAMN EXPENSIVE LA!

HAHA! Ate our worth of our money there. The food was superb! AHHAA! Ate till like 10? From 7.45 to 10 haha! ITS REALLY LONG!

Chat and camwhore at the end was the best moments of the outing. Laughed till our stomach muscles hurts haha!

Train home, and walked home with Tomio, my next condo neighbour! Haha! And I really smell like satay! And this practically summarise the day i had this sunday ahaha even though its monday 12.13am right now.

Anyways, TO BED!

Life has been just too great!

2009-04-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

As another passes by, homework piling up like no one's business, LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT! There's yet another reason to go to school for me now.

YES! PJC HOCKEY WON CJC HOCKEY LAST FRIDAY! 1-0 IN THEIR FACE! HAHA! Heard from Yile that cjc had both boys and girls going to cheer on the team, while PJC had only the JC1 hockey boys to go cheer on our school. HAHA! Rather sad that when i arrived at the stadium, the match had ended and the players were doing to their cool down exercises.

My weekend was spent doing chem, physics and trying to study. Went to the library on sat and came home to chiong the 40 mole calculations which is to be supposely completed and hand up by today, Monday. However, due to persuasion, the deadline was pushed back to Wednesday.

SUNDAY!

Physics tuition in the late morning, and then went home to finish up my chemistry. Went out to celebrate Derek Tay's birthday at Bugis. Steamboat again like as usual. I swear we ate like half of we ate the previous few visits to the stall. Its been a while since we all last met each other, Zhi Yuan, Shaun, Jerome, Johan and the birthday boy himself. Went to the arcade after the dinner and watched the birthday boy play the console machine. Played the three point shootout, and we got owned! We miss like a blind man trying to play basketball. Shagged a bit longer before training home at around 9.30. Reached home at like 10.15 for me? DAMN ITS SO LATE!

Thats practically the weekend of my life for the previous week.

Acceptance =)

Last moments sweet sixteen.

2009-04-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Its less than 2 hours till i turn seventeen! IT WILL NOT BE ONLY SWEET SIXTEEN BUT, SEVENTEEN FOREVER!

Haha! The year of being sixteen for me was totally splendor, magnifiance!

Though it was a busy year for me, with O level and such, but with the company of friends i have, that what makes my day special. The fun and jokes we shared, the crazy things we did in class and out of home. The time we spent on the computer chatting and playing the game. Everything was crazy.

We braved the storm. (O level) And we made it through fine and the prom was great. The chalet after prom was great. WE WILL STILL STAY AS A BRILLIANT CLIQUE!

Hanging out with wei sheng and gang was great! HOPE WE SHALL ALWAYS BE!

Not forgetting the fun i had during my last few moments of my cca. Had taken over one of the best squad ever.

And the last few months of being in PJC WAS OUT OF THIS WORLD! Friends made and bonds formed. The laughter and jokes shall always be remembered. The time we head out and just let loose. The time we just met up and chill out. Especially, the few who always made my day.

And also the crapping partner of mine!!! HAHA! You always made my day! HAHA! We just have so much things to talk about!

As i become less of a sixteen year old boy, and on to a seventeen year old. Lets hope i become more pioritise with my time and yet still be the same old me as ever, as i mature from the five years old my friend used to ssay i was to maybe an age older than five. HAAHA!

COMEON! A new age for me!

Getting closer.

2009-04-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

Everything seems to be moving at the speed of light. Especially time. I need more time. HAHA!

The week was surprisingly fun and full of total random-ness. The week started of with the same timetable as ever for monday. It was only till wednesday that the school decided to have friday's timetable on wednesday. And me and my friends had a funny little hockey adventure haha! We were lost while on the way to CCAB! HAHA!

Friday was another very long day and had hockey. Went to JP for dinner with hockey mates and yes! I got a cheap bargain! There's this indo food stall at the kopitiam. 3.90 for one set meal. Went back and slack.

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Today went to AJC for some family carnival and yes it rained and was still rather fun! Haha! Met up with Ling Ying, then met up with Kenny, Jun Jie, Liping, Wanting on the train. It was like a freaking 20-30min ride to Yio Chu Kang! Then we were guided to the school by Khor HAHA! Met up with Ying yun and i was ready to be scammed of my money the moment i stepped into the school. Though it was raining, that didnt dampen our mood! haha! We still had lots of fun and fill our stomachs =)

Trained back with the same gang as before we head to AJC.

HAha dun really see a point in this post but at least there's a small update =)

GET WELL SOON!!!!!!! :D

The spark of my life

2009-03-23T21:02:00.003+08:00

I realised I'm really dependant on friends and family. Simply saying, everything I got is with the help of my close ones and friends and i really never had thought for myself. Is it time to start thinking for myself? Just realised that if I'm unable to help any one of them, i will feel guilty. Their mood have a adverse effect on mine.

I know this post is weird. I just need to write it down somehow, and i thought, why not my blog.

Is it time to decide what's truely right and not follow the majority.

MOOD SWINGS!

2009-03-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

Just studied in the library for 2 days consecutively. Feeling pretty accomplished, considering that I don't really go to the library pretty often. Studied alone sadly for both days. Only had a short companionship last night with my friend. Going to the library seems very productive to me in which i had done most of my homework there and revision there.

Dropped by Wheelock Place to buy a pair of shoes. Got this voucher from my aunt. Nike voucher. Spend a minimum of 100 dollars and you get 20 dollars off your bill. Haha.

Just like any Singaporean aunty, I was tempted by the special offer, thus i went to get a pair of shoes. Since I don't really have any proper training shoes. Got this Nike Zoom Sparq P2. Training shoes. Yup, pretty much all i need for my hockey trainings now.

Trained back home with the whole entire time having mood swings from delighted to emo and then back to delighted and then to emo.

SUPER RANDOM!

I am the example of randomness

Its ends tonight.

2009-03-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

The End of the CIP had arrived last night. We finished out job of clearing out all the books.

The second part of the CIP started on Monday, venue,Choa Chu Kang Community Centre. Togther with 7 others with jun xiang and jun jie in the 7. We delievered the books to the organisations' which we contacted. It took them exactly like 4 to 5 hours to transport the books. While me and Jun Xiang, stayed at the "headquartars" to sort out the books. As soon as the "transport" group returned, they helped us to clear the mess on the floor. And Home sweet home.

Woke up so early on Tuesday to meet up with friends at CCK Mac. And bus-ed our way to CCK CC. Reach there at 8 and wasted our time in the mac at the cc just because the CC is not open at 8 but at only 9. Organised the books to their respective genre and we had our book drive ready. FREE BOOKS TO THE RESIDENTS! Due to the weak response even though i passed out the flyers on Sunday, we decided to go around the HDB blocks to spread the news of the Book Fair. We split ourseleves into 3 groups with me and two other girls, Ling Ying and Yee Ching. Which IS GOOD! As in while we persuade the residents. Though our book fair had suddenly had better response, yet it was not good enough. So we had to call down a garang guni to sell the textbooks while the storybooks we donate it to the library.

GOT CHEATED BY THE GARANG GUNI! ONE WHOLE TRUCK LOAD OF BOOKS AND ONLY 40 DOLLARS!!!! SOMEMORE WE HELPED THEM TO CARRY DOWN THE BOOKS. THEY JUST STOOD THERE AND DO NOTHING. THE LAST WE SOLD THE BOOKS WAS THAT WE SOLD LESS THAN 1/4 OF WHAT WE SOLD LAST NIGHT. WE EARNED 25 DOLLARS!

Later I was told that whole load of the books could fetch 500dollars. WHAT LA!

Anyways, dine out after that at 9.30pm with the organiser, Faith , Jun Xiang and Jun Jie! Woot, ZHE CAI! Went back home to bathe and rest.

And it Ends Tonight, It Ends Tonight.....

Coming round the corner

2009-03-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

The much anticipated holidays are finally here. A week break away from the schooling life. A time to catch up on what studying loss we have from sleeping in class. A time to do work. And THE TIME TO BREAK FREE!

Well, this weekend wasn't as much fun from what i had in mind. Its totally different! Nothing fun really happened. I just love fun and i bother boredom.

I really need to catch up on things. NO BREAK FOR ME THIS HOLIDAYS!

There's still training, CIP and outings. So many things, so little time in my hands.

I just wanna stretch time if it was a physical object. This way, we will have a longer time to do more things. Oh well, that's reality for me.

BOOOOO!!!! DE YA DA!

2009-03-14T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hello and goodbye!

Life is great!

Hmm

2009-03-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated or actually properly updated. PJ life is so great. Its has been enjoyable still, lets see how it goes as we head into the new term soon. Seriously, I feel that my class is one of the best. TOTALLY FULL OF CRAP! Endless laughter and jokes that emerges every moment here and then. Everyone is so close to each other i feel, or maybe we can relate to each other a lot. The teachers in the school is also fun to be with. Life's good.

Anyway, just to update you, my readers, I have joined hockey as my cca. Initially, i wanted to be in the student council, but with rumors that many retained because of the tight schedule. However, i doesn't really matter now. ITS HOCKEY ALL THE WAY!

Just had my hockey cip. Became a ballpicker for the SCC Hockey Sixes event at the padang on Saturday and Sunday. Was pretty fun, bond with my fellow hockey mates and some STC girls on the second day (sunday). Learnt some rules of hockey and observe how the professionals play. The male teams' matches was super intense and certainly was an eye opener for me. Hockey is so much like soccer but with different set of game play rules. Yet, its still has some soccer elements in it.

Came back home with sunburns, a souvenir from the SCC Hockey event, but i clocked a total of 18 hrs of CIP. 78 hours more to the targetted Platinum award for CIP and this will be shown in my testimonial for admission to University.

Gotta Zoom Off, Work Needed To Be Done.

The Everlasting Joy of Life

2009-02-27T22:10:00.001+08:00

Today was a day of joy. A day that made me wonder.

Darn it!

2009-02-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

Why do my words hurts people... DARN IT!

CRANK IT UP!

2009-02-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

PJC IS SO FUN!

Our orientation has just officially ended on friday at 9.20. It was so much fun with everyone cheering, versing each class & clans in the games, danced, fooling around and just LETTING LOOSE!

Got into my new class on Wednesday. As we went through the orientation together, we managed to know each other more and really bond with each other. I feel that our class will be a special class! 09 S 23! GO GO GO!!!!

V'Day had left me with a hole in my pocket. I had to treat someone... due to a special reason but its not it seems to be! Dine with the aunties at night and then here i am blogging soon after.

This is just a particularly a short summary of the week! GO 09S 23!!!

LOVING IT SO MUCH!

TELL ME!

2009-02-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

Not trying to sound emotional but....

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT AM I WAITING FOR!!??

Can't get this feeling out of me!

Am i feeling good?

2009-02-02T20:53:00.005+08:00

MADNESS!

Today marks the start of my persistence! I HEREBY SAY! I WILL MAKE PJ SEE THE "NEVER SAY DIE" ATTITUDE OF MINE! I WILL SHOW THEM MY ENDURANCE, MY WILL, MY DREAM, AND THE MOST IMPORTANT, MY PASSION!

Just came back from the entire day of pacing, walking aimlessly in PJC. This started right after I collected my testimonial from New Town!

I will definitely WILL NOT GIVE UP! Even if it means I must go being shameless, forcing my way. BUT, THIS IS WHAT I WANT!

Never Giving Up On Hope, Even If It Means Losing All Hope! (Meaningless & sounds Nice)

Burn! The Flame In Me!

2009-01-30T15:48:00.002+08:00

What must i do?....

Masks are all i have....

A Happy New Year!

2009-01-28T18:46:00.003+08:00

Here it goes... Happy New Year Everyone!

I know its really late to be wishing now but, the lunar New Year traditionally lasts for 15days. Its still alright to wish right? Haha. I feel this year's New Year is much quieter than ever. Its like i don't feel the "Hyperness" that i always felt. Jeez, who knows, it might be the economy, or that some people are missing, or it could be just me. Anyway, Friday!

Wow, its getting closer and closer. I've been waiting for that day to arrive, yet now, i feel afraid. Afraid that i might fall.

Yet Lets Just Move On!

Great Job?

2009-01-18T11:11:00.002+08:00

Got my results, I was close to what i wanted but still not there. Oh well, that's what i get for last minute studying. Just hope i can get into the jc I want.

Started work not long ago, wednesday the 14th? My job is just to promote F&N drinks and Coke. And to restock those in the NTUC. Nothing else. Most of the time i just slack and just sit there, cause mine is a small NTUC. So particularly I just sit and wait for the money to roll in.

Thats all for my update now!

I want to ENTER PJ!

Oh so...

2009-01-06T00:43:00.004+08:00

The new school term has just started, and i didn't know till i wake up to a sight which is pretty rare. My brother wasn't using the computer! Well, it just feels so normal, waking up, boot up my computer and just laze around. Holidays don't seem to be holidays now. I'm just waking up to another day, having the same routine each day. Just wasting my "money". As people say, Time is Money. Somehow i feel that was lame. Hmmm, when is our result gonna come out? Who knows, heard that they will send u a letter to notify u. So maybe, i will just wait for the letter then. Not really looking forward to it though. Oh well, lets pray that it will turn out alrite.

And finally i got a part-time job, a bit late eh, haha! Just 15days. Earning just some pocket money for the New Year? Why not!

Anyways, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR greeting from me! 2009 is here, lets hope it will be a good one. Lets have an optimistic version of 2009~!

what's your resolution, your goal for 2009?

Malaysia!

2008-12-16T21:34:00.006+08:00

Say HI to Little MJ!

Anyways... Just came back from Malaysia! Shop and shop, eat and eat. I think thats whats best about Msia. The eating and shopping! Ate alot! =)

X'mas is coming! Hmm... I just can't believe the days are passing so fast. Its gonna be 2009 soon! Lets just hope it will be a good year to start off!

I need to find work! And I'm still so slack to ever go find one.

Great Fun!

2008-12-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

The weeks have been great since after my last post. November is over! And here comes December!

Been using the computer playing "World Of Warcraft" for like the past few weeks. I gotta' say, the game is getting really boring and tiring. Its the same usual things that i face every single day now, just that, i get to play the game with friends which lightens up the mood for me everyday in the game. It would almost seems that I have nothing much to do other than play the game every single day. Which is true, but i still head out!

Just yesterday, went Kite-flying with Guoyi, Mun Yee, Wei Sheng & clique. Turn out to be a failure as we came across a heavy downpour upon reaching WCP! I regret wearing a hat yesterday, ITS DRENCH! Ate & decided to try our luck again back at WCP at flying kite. Unsuccessful attempts after one another. Went to mac and slack and all the way back home.

The day before, went out with my primary school friends for a MEGA movie session. Watched "Body Of Lies". Just can't believe that we are hanging out once again just like before, 4 years ago.

Last of all, THE BBQs! FREE FOOD!

Just had so much fun heading out, slacking at home (MAYBE?) and just eating. Starting to miss doing work. Just feel like there is something i have lost in life. HAHA!

Prom and chalet

2008-11-25T00:50:00.024+08:00

Really late to post on the prom! Its was alright i suppose, yet fun at the same time! I can't believe that 4 years! 4 YEARS has just gone past so fast. I wonder if we will ever keep in touch after this. Gonna miss those times. HAHA! Anyways here's some photos =)

PROM NIGHT!

CHALET!

So addicted!

2008-11-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

Guess what!?

THE O LEVEL IS FINALLY OVER FOR ME! I'm FREE!!

This calls for a celebration! And this would mean that the 3 months or 4 months of holidays start for me. Thats a long time! I can sit in front of my comp till i rot and decay. There is so many things for me to do, hmmm like "World of Warcraft" , shopping for the prom clothes and maybe work? Thats just some of it. Personally, I feel that I'm just to be so bored till I won't want to stay at home and maybe even not feel like going out at the same time. I have no idea what that means though, just feel that the sentence sounds weird. Whats there to sight see or go to when you have been to every corner of Singapore which you know of. Anyone want to recommend any nice peaceful place to go to.

Beside that point, I just cannot believe that we are going to graduate from secondary school! Its so fast. I think I am going to miss all the fun times and the life i lived during my secondary. Just magnificent i guess and I'm AGING! Lets hope all of us will keep in contact after this.

PROM NIGHT IS GOING TO BE COOL i think! I have no idea what to get, hmmm, too many styles I have to decide on. Maybe i should just go simple. Anyone knows where to get a hat, those formal hat? Anyways, I'm just going to spend quite a hefty sum of money just for one night!

Thats all for now.... Time to get hooked onto my game!

Anyways, I NEED TO FIND A JOB! Anyone willing to hire me? =)

HURRAY!

2008-10-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

And thus, the burden is slightly lighten...

Yup! Half of the exam stress are over. Finally! Time truly flies during this one week of exams. Now we are midway of the O level with 7 more papers to go. Then, sweet freedom comes into our hectic lives. I'm so glad that half of my O level stress are gone. Or rather, 3/5 of it as the only worrying papers left are Physics and SS. Chinese is relatively alrite for me. Just gotta keep practising i suppose.

Now. I'm suppose to be studying, however, part of the holiday mood have come into my life and yes, i can't have full concentration while studying. How weak am I in my resolve to study real hard till O levels are over.

Lets just hope and pray that the next few papers will go according to what you wished for. And sat campfire night was a bang. In which the word " bang" refers to the food. Yup. HAHA!

Thank you for the invitations my cadets =D

And the Night Sky Remains so Clear

High!

2008-10-11T16:39:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so high today and i dunno why. Anyways, we are getting closer to the war against Cambridge. Are we all ready? Maybe.

Life is all about studying right now for me. I must beat the system! Lets all face Os with confidence cause we know deep down, that we all have revised very well to get done and over with this major exam. Never lose hope. Stay strong and go into the exam hall confidently assured that you are able to attain success and victory over this test.

FALALALA! with me! Lets go, Lets go!

WHY!?

2008-10-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Why do i have to make myself just feel much more agonized than ever? WHY!?

Just hate it!

Never mind... Use the anger in my studies. Study till I cool down....

The script!

2008-10-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

I like the band, " The Script" and their songs. Kind of cool. HAHA!

CHIONG FOR THE Os! Nothing can beat us down! (YET)

BUT EVERYTHING WILLL WORK OUT!!

Why are we doing this again?

2008-10-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

The week started out fine for me. Just feeling the "slacking side" of life right now, which is pretty bad come to think of it. I shouldn't be slacking around right now. O levels is just a few weeks away and I'm sure that there are still many things yet left unrevised. Gotta wake up from this sensational feeling of vacation.

School seems to be fun, and boring at the same time, depending on the venue, the people around etc. Anyways, the school has arranged study programs for us and that we are to attend all the lessons arranged. For example, english and chinese. Not to say that both these subjects of mine are really good but i can say not proudly, but just say that i am at an appropiate standard. There's nothing much to study about, seriously! English is like a free period. The most we will just have to do some work and then we all slack, or just try to find an escape routh from the clutches of the questions from the teacher. Chinese lesson is just practice and more practice. The only thing keeping me there is the part where the teacher explains to us the meaning of words and passages. Other than that, there is nothing we can do for the languages. As for the other subjects, it seems relatively alright, as we all need help in these subject.

Thats all for this part of my lifestory.

Happy man

2008-09-20T20:00:00.004+08:00

Yes! The prelims are over! Time for a weekend break. After studying for what it seems to be forever, i can get the weekend break. Nonetheless, time is flying faster than ever. Its like what, 30days more to Os? Though its just a rough estimation, its still worrying. So does anyone still say they do not feel the stress yet? LETS WORK HARD! VICTORY AWAITS!

After spending some time staring to blank air, I realised once again, i havnt been seen angry by many. Is that a good thing? Maybe, i somehow i hate the feeling of being angry. Hatred brings around nothing but pain. Though its good to not bottle up feelings, yet the mood of each one of us affects many adversely. Probably thats why "they" came out with the stress ball and stuff toys, punching bags etc. Not only anger, the other feeling of "down-ness". I just feel so damn "pek cek" whenever people feel so down. Its like the job of cheering people up is one of my purpose in life. I know, its not they have to follow my will and be happy for my sake. Everyone gets to live the way they want, living according to their own desires. So everyone choose for themselves. Still we need "pillars" in our life to keep us standing. Without any "pillars" supporting you, you will fall easier. Why not lean on the pillars for support and find the strength.

Don't mind my long preaching, but yeah, somehow i need to "pen" down this thought of mine here. Just... yup =)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND ESPECIALLY ME, YOU, THEM ALL!

Free Bird

2008-09-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

The Next Plane Home.

Yes! My major papers are over for my prelims. Which means tonight, i can be a free man!

As i sit in front of my computer trying to spend as much enjoyment time i can grasp on right now, playing harvest moon on the psp at the time, i can't help but start thinking of studying. Its like the drive to absorb more knowledge into my brain is overwhelming me. Which probably is a good thing right now. Hunger for many goals is a good thing, only if those goals are right. And here comes the Muttons Musical tuesday on Studies (987fm). Ever wonder if learning is a primary or secondary objective in life? You have to learn in order to experience new feelings or learn to appreciate life. Whereas learning does not mean happiness or anything. It is just learning. On the outside it seems to be that learning is not that important as when we become old, we just enjoy life as it is. However, we learn to experience and appreciate the better things in life.

COME ON! ONE MORE MONTH AND ITS ALL OVER! Give It All You Got!

LATE!

2008-09-09T00:45:00.003+08:00

Okay! I must be crazy to be using the computer so late at night and not studying for my Prelims. But what the heck!

Always, the prelims have just started with both language papers down, all that are left are the sci papers, maths and humanities papers. Havoc! The pressure is building upon me. One more month to the actual major exam. The O levels! Time really flies pass quickly. Meaning i am getting old as well!

Life seems to be better each day i suppose, nothing much but studies. Still need to put in the effort to study real hard. No time to lose, lets take up our books and STUDY!

COME ON DARYL! YOU CAN STUDY AND MUST STUDY! DON'T FREAKING SLACK! THERE WILL BE REWARDS AFTER THE HARD WORK! SO WORK YOUR ASS OFF DARYL!

Why?

2008-08-31T00:34:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! One more year of being wiser!

Exams are coming. Life's gonna to be more hectic then what has been. Discouragement will surface. Hope lost. And worse of all, the endless nagging. How funny life is, one moment you are carefree, with nothing to do, the next moment, you find yourself in a sticky situation where haste makes waste. yet, due to circumstances, haste makes progress too.

Lets not fall back and disappoint the teachers! For those who has not given anything to the teachers for Teachers' Day, redeem yourself by scoring well in the exams. It will not be a bad thing if you realize.

Story of my life.

Class 6C
Notorious Primary 6 Class of 2004

Another week passed by as usual, with many random things happening here and there. Laughter , peace and joy was shared. However, Friday was a day of reunion for me. The day where I tried to relive my life as a primary school student, simply, i went back to primary school and chit chatted with my primary school's teachers. To my surprise, some of my teachers were still in the school. Though some have left the school maybe for another school or to pursue a new interest of their's. Had more people returning to school from my primary school class this year. Maybe it is probably the last year that they will be returning cause, we are all sec 4 and once we graduate, we will return to the secondary school. Well, at least i was glad to see all those who came back. Nothing beats going through the memories of our childhood. Being innocent and all. I think...Hmmmm. Camped and loitered around for like 4hrs! Before we all separated and head for our own ways back home. (SHAUN! I'LL KILL YOU! NEVER COME BACK!)

There have been many changes in all of us, and there will be future changes we will still experience. Why not face life and not call or nickname life as "B*t*h" and just smile & walk down the road.

Is Wanting A Bad Wrong? Are Every Question Answerable?

Leaving...

2008-08-15T17:56:00.003+08:00

Been quite a week it has been. With lots of work and revision that i must catch up. The preliminaries are crippling round the corner and sneaking up on me. Got to keep my guard up! I can never fall at this step. Yet, if i ever do, i will make a comeback. A spectacular comeback to wow my family. I can never afford to be down on my knees at this last leg of the race.

The English oral examination is behind my back, it the past. All it matters now is the future and results. Everything seems to striking past my face so quickly like a baseball thrown by the pitcher at 98 km/h. I got to hit the ball before i get a strike 3 and I'm out. Today, with horrifying A maths test which i think i will not do well it and a semi- confident chemistry paper. Life is nothing much but being at home, staring into blank space and trying to jump start the motor in me, TO STUDY!

What i can do now is jump start the engine in me and move forward with the speed of a formula one race car to catch up with the distance i have lag behind. One life, one chance, make it real!

A relief I seek for lies in Him, for He will love us all. No one ever is alone in this world.

Wind

2008-08-09T08:22:00.004+08:00

Sports carnival IS OVER! Sadly the soccer boys got 4th placing. Yet, we should not be discouraged, at least we had some fun and know that we are 4th among the sec 5 and sec 4. Quite an achievement. Well. from this moment marks a time of serious mood. Studying becomes the top priority from now on. Snap out of your foolishness and start do it right DARYL! I gotta motivate myself. Seems to be dreaming here and there. I think i am going to contradict myself for a while, but .... ANYONE UP TO STUDYING AS A GROUP ON FRIDAY!?

Celebrating Singapore's Birthday with a family gathering. Had fun laughter, peace and joy. Truly another memory worth keeping every time as usual.

Lets all work together for a better future of us!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 43th Birthday!

~Like a wind blowing past, will the memories of me be the same, gone in an instant?~

BLOG!

2008-08-03T09:34:00.002+08:00

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

Another week has passed and Mr Roy Tan has left our school. Saddening. This would mean that my band has to merge with Band 3, and i sense a bit of playfulness that is gonna emerge from within me during the next few humanities lesson. The Class wished Good Luck to Roy Tan and held a farewell party for him and Tuesday. Think he enjoyed it, and maybe said some encouraging words that every teachers will. Plus, took a class photo with Roy after the party. School was pretty fun overall last week, with many random things happening and the SCHOOL SPORTS CARNIVAL IS COMING! Can't wait for it!

Nothing much to blog except, who wants to go out and study after national day celebration on Friday??! Tell me, I am interested for it!

FIGHTING!

FIGHT!

2008-07-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

LET THE FIGHTING SPIRIT EMBOSS ON TO ME! LET FIGHT THE EXAMS!

FIGHT FIGHT!

-Power comes from within, FIGHT!-

STUDY!

2008-07-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

YES! An achievement! I can declare that i spent the whole day studying! Went to the library after school with Wei Sheng, Linus and Mun Yee. Really studied my brain out. Yet, the effects from group studying seems to be much better than studying at home. At least there, you can get help quickly and the mood is sorta set into the serious, test is coming soon mood. You would really go into the studying mode.

The day was cooling to the extend that it feels like being I was indoors, in the shopping mall. Though, my damp T-shirt took quite a long time to dry. Yucks. However, nothing beats the day which was filled with laughter and hard work. It is so rewarding. Every hard work put in will definitely have a reward which gives you the satisfaction. O levels is going to be "drown" with my brain juice!? Thats sound disgusting?

Lets Work Hard For We Are All Given One Chance Only!

SAD SAD SAD

2008-07-21T14:45:00.002+08:00

I just can't stand it. Everything, i seem to have a weird feeling in me. Makes me feel emo too much. I just can't concentrated on my piorities. DAMMIT! The feeling is making me so frustrated, and yes anger is felt. Somehow i think i need to get a stress ball. I can't get the feeling of anger of myself and sadness, self-denier, guilt. I just feel like a criminal yearning for the redemption. So so sad. How much can the weighs of emotions be upon us?

I wonder why do i get this feeling even though I some sort of like not anixous of my studies, though i wish that could happen. Wonder... How will the world "feel" like when there is no such existance as emotions. Everyone would be like robots, probably we would make ourselves from factories, just like toy robots. However, it seems so ridicules to have such a world. Then, what purpose is there for us to walk on the very soil of Earth that sceneries are " made". We will not feel the expressions of many jokes. We can't make ourselves happy, we can't make ourselves be in the very dream you dream where you are the blissful bunny hopping around the field of flowers. Now, what about sadness, incompletion, self-denier etc. Are those the steps to build ourselves to the prefect dream? Are they the locked door which holds happiness behind?

All i can say is that, life is not as prefect as always. Yet, many reasons beholds the key to unlock the door. For what mean or resolve you have to have depends on you. I want to have the resolve!

~One Man Can Change Anything, Open Any Door. Cause He is The Key~

Can you hear me?

2008-07-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

If it isnt a hectic week with Maths test and Chemistry test. Totally have no time to do my homework. Oh well.

I predict or rather we all know that the troubles have yet to come. The major target we are all going to shoot down is the O levels. Come on! We can overcome it. Yet, why is there no stress felt for me though I keep nagging and remind myself that it is coming right into my face. Maybe is that I still feel so confident about it. Maybe i see the hope that is infront of me. The lighted path of victory through the Os. Maybe it is not a bad thing to not keep your spirits high despite of the dark hours awaiting us. At my cousin house for a single night sleepover! Time to have so much fun!

Time to just enjoy. Play hard and study to keep yourself mentally fit. Hopefully I don't get myself tired out and "kill" myself before the Darkest hour.

~Light of Hopes.... Can You Hear Me?~

Courage!

2008-07-06T08:06:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, why can't i go up and offer help to people. Its relatively very discouraging as i see people which i could help and yet, i stand there or slowly walk past them without any attempt to go forward and say the sentence, "Can i help you?"

It seems courage isn't that easy to have. Having courage is not a difficult thing nor it is a easy thing to attain. However, to have it means you can go around doing things whenever you can, wherever you are. Sometimes, I wished I would have the courage to forward and help, or to approach people to introduce myself etc. I gotta build up my courage!

Lets hope this will work out for me.

I bow down to you, Lord.

Coincidence

2008-07-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

Argh... Days are passing by so quickly then what rate i would thought they will go by. Hmmmm... somehow stress isn't all onto my shoulders yet. Nonetheless, i still gotta study!

I just realized that many things in life happens by coincidence. Everything are the results of coincidence. For example, it is such an coincidence i met you along the streets, or it is such an coincidence that i found a dollar on the floor. Everything almost happens by coincidence. This chain of coincidence never seems to surprise all of us each day. Anything which happens everyday always determines what mood we will get. If you think you are at fault for things, and keep blaming yourself, sometimes those happenings are caused by our friend, coincidence. SO, blame on "him" rather than yourself, SOMETIMES.

However, this will not work for O levels for laughing out loud! O levels is serious! Study or not, its up to you, for coincidence might play a fool of you and make it difficult for you. No matter what, true ability is shown when you have shine on the very stage you are to act on. Life is a play which we all are the actors and actress of it. Live life to what it is on your script. For which the script is the way of life you are going to live to the fullest. W/E!!

-If we are the actors and actresses , who are the audience?-

Celebration?

2008-06-30T22:47:00.003+08:00

A hip hip HURRAY for the passing of my Chinese O levels oral examination.

I used to envy those who already had their examination. They look so carefree, maybe except zhi yuan. Anyways, the Chinese oral conversation question totally taken me aback. I, myself didn't expect for such a question to come up. Why did the government implanted the law, disallowing store vendors to display their goods outside their stores, along the walk path. That was the topic. Who would have really guess out this kind of question? Well, surprise! This is reality. Everything can be guessed out or not. Most of the time, it doesn't go by your way. We all know this. Since when has everything goes as planned. Well maybe sometimes, but there will still be problems that will pop out here and there like mole rats??!

Life is never perfect, but we can make it perfect. It is what we do that defines us. Yet, we must be sure that our actions do not hurt others. Everything comes with a price.

Okay. I better prepare for my spa skill 3 test. SLEEP IS ESSENTIAL FOR THIS PLAN FOR PASSING the TEST for me!

Never play with life.

Vongola!

2008-06-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

Ciao all!

Well, someone asked me to blog so thus i decided to blog on something i suppose. By the way, ciao means hi and bye, it does not only mean bye ;)

Holidays! Yes, take to relax!?... No, study got to be the main and top priority, yet somehow, the feeling is not there. The feeling of studying is gone. All i want to do is just spend my time doing nothing but rest and sleep and play my beloved computer. For today, i just came back from Marcus's house for Mahjong and luckily for me, no money was involved since we can't play any money due the players we had today. Watched shutter (Thai version) and being a none horror movie fan, was trying to put a brave front. I still have vivid memories of some part. Darn!

How can i get smarter or being well-revised if my holidays with only two weeks to spare is not going to be used wisely! Time to wake up! Strap my boots and bucket up now. Nothing is going through my mind now. Thus this shall be my happy ending.

-Vongola-

2008-05-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

Rules of the Taggy Quiz :
A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
Hmm, depends? Wicked or sick plan?

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
To have a perfect life =)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
By the sea side

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
Yes, i'm confused. I think.

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
One that will interest me.

#6. Which would you go for, someone you love or someone who loves you ?
Someone I love.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
It all comes down to the situation.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
Stand and pray.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
Nothing.

#10. What do you want most in life ?
Free and happy, with backup in case of dire situation.

#11. Is being tagged fun ?
Why not.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
A guy who will work his heart out to a job he likes.

#13. Are you someone who plans for rainy days ?
Hmm, sometimes! You never know what will happen you know

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
She's quite a good cheerful person. Think positively.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
This is pretty hard for i am no eligible for a marriage. But i would choose married and poor. Be happy with my other half.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
Wolves. Loyal and fun.

#17. What is your favorite song right now ?
Church- T-pain

#18. What kind of person do u think you are ?
Loyal and never turn down a request often.

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
When nothing goes right. Even the bad things look as though it will not get any better or a better view of it.

#20. If there was something you could change about yourself, what would it be?
I have no idea.

Done, here u go Candice.

Study?

2008-05-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Result slips are out and there was a slight improvement i guess. Yet, i'm still far away from my goals. Gotta keep working forward to it.

However, seeing the results and hearing from what my parents wants from me, i can't help but think, how can studies be good? Recently, many people are getting stressed over it. Its like the have the burden of the whole world on you. Study to be the best man on earth and be the richest? Or for the love of studying. Is there anymore possible answers to this question? Well, all i can say is that, why in the world will you want to be rich and powerful. That will just only make you a figure that people will be scare off. Your privacy is open to the public due to the media. You might get back stabbed on the back by some one who hates you.

Okay, lets say that you are not that rich but still consider better off than the medium income families. Yet, the finest thing in life is not what money can get. The most enjoyable stuffs in the world is found by nature. As the chinese says, money is a thing life which we cannot bring when we are dead. Why not just store memories of fun and moments of pleasures that will last in our mind. These things are priceless. Well, some say that money bring around pleasures since money revolves around the world.

Another issue i thought of, is that more education means better improvement in life via new technology. However, the side effects are that the Earth, Gaia is slowly dieing. Is that all part of the education we learn? Is that what we want to achieve. Most importantly, education is like a double edged sword where both bad and good effects happens. Good in the term that we can learn to slowoly save Gaia, be rich and such. Yet, bad is that, we are destroying Gaia that what rate of restoring we are trying to work out. We also get hated this way, when we improve the economy.

So what's more important, secondary stuffs or pleasures of the world? Make a pick.

-Do we get what we desire?-

Results!

2008-05-19T08:04:00.002+08:00

Finally, my new post is up!

The exams are over and everyone are rejoicing over it. Enjoying the break they will get until the time when we will all have to prepare for the major exam. The "Os". Yet,for now, ample rest is what we need since most of us burned midnight oil to study for certain subjects for the mid-year exam. I, myself still feel tired even thought i get 12hrs of sleep. At least, i feel that we are more fortunate than many people in the world. Take for example, the disasters that hit Sichun , China and Myanmar. Those people now, can't sleep comfortably and have no schools to study in. Isn't that quite saddening to see people who have a will to wanna change their lives for the better yet hit a major setback in their lives. This would be the same kind of situation in where we studied so hard for a test and yet we failed it by a mark or so. That is the kind of "disappointment" feeling that they are feeling. Not forgetting that the disaster might have also claimed some of their family members. Now the government of both countries are having difficulties as in Myanmar, volunteer rescue workers have to apply for a visa and in China, the roads destroyed by the earthquake caused a major transportation problem for rescue workers. Probably you might think we have nothing to do with those issues happening around the world. Thats the problem with singaporeans SOMETIMES. Just like a recent news interview with a singaporean coming back from China. She complained that she was angry that her family got back home much later due to the delay in the flights. Yet, at the same time, people are suffering and why can't she understand the situation. Self-centered. Well as we all say, humans are imperfect beings.

Off this topic and head straight to another. Chinese Os are coming straight into our face. Are you all prepared for it? I know i'm not yet. Gotta rush for time and use it well. We cannot waste anymore time. However, if there was a time machine available to you right now and you have one chance to use it. What will you do? Go back and change the past or just pass on the chance and face reality. The most popular choice would to be changing the past, but if there would to be a time machine build in the future, we will be able to bend time and yes, change history. Yet, this would mean going against nature and God. Maybe be it was lay out by God that we were to change our history? Probably this way, we might be able to save Gaia. Not a bad thing eh. However, if used in warfare, the war would never end. Transporting back into time and ensuring we never get hit in the war and the enemy too having a time machine will do the same.

Hmmm, it seems to me that, as we get closer to the Os, my heart starts pumping real hard and i feel scare of it. Darn, i need to get this off my mind. Well i urge you guys to at least donate to help out the people suffering and the money we sent or donated will help them in many ways in terms of rebuilding their villages up piece by piece and money to buy their daily necessities. Remember, a deed is passed on and eventually being paid forward. Why not do something good today and blessings might come to us.

The difference is you, make it happen.

HEATING UP!

2008-04-22T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! Been a week since i updated? So i thought i might as well typed something out before i isolate myself from the comp for the MYE. I'm starting to heat up for the challenge of getting a 13 best is 10 for my O level. Yep, the passion of studies is back in me somehow one way or another. If you realise, many things we currently study now is going to be off not much of a use. Though you might have the knowledge of Chemistry, you will not be using it if you into the job of accountants. So i wonder, why do we mug so hard and end up not using the subjects we study into our life later on?

I agree that we all should have a general knowledge of something. Yet, think. Our parents, do they really remember what they learn from their secondary school? Maybe if your parents are into the line of teaching, then i will shut my trap up. Its true, most of our parents kind of do not remember that much in their secondary school work. As thats for my parents. This changes pior to our own parents.

Let us see this, we all have to go get a job sooner or later, but hold on a second, lets say we head into the line of media marketing or something. What is trigo to you then? What about redox reactions? They render to no use in our life.

Anyway for now, let me try to mug as hard as i can and not regret for not doing that. TOP PIORITY!

- If life was made simple, why not enjoy it.-

Happy Birthday to ME!

2008-04-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME! I officially turns 16 in another 2hr. Meaning i grow old and the white hairs becomes more obvious. Wisdom comes with that i believe. Anyways, the heat is on. Exams are blowing me off my feets. 1,2,3 and yes the exam paper is right in front of you in a matter of time. Well, and so the gameboard of life for me goes on.

I want to be young! No stress, problems are solved with a snap of my fingers. Easy as ABC. I wonder, why and how problems come around. All i can think of is that, problem arises because of us. With us trying out new ways to improve different aspects in our life, there bound to be obstacles that prevents us from the continuing the road we were meant to go on.

The recent "idol give back" show told stories of perservence. Those people in Africa, though facing many crisis, one after another, they still hope for the best and work towards the light at the end of their tunnels. I wonder, why dun we donate to help others in other countries like Africa. I know that we donate to charity in our own nation. Yet, the part of the sum of money goes to the organization. Thus, therefore, greediness tends to take over people. Just like early this year, the NKF case. i dun find it fair, people are really in need for the treatment, yet those corrupted people take first class flights and such. What about the patients. I know they need to uphold a high stardard or status, but what's that. Going on holidays using the company or funds from the people of the nation. Totally the scandalous.

I was wondering, if part of the rich income goes towards the charity, that might help. However, it would seem unfair. There should be a way where the needy can be helped more. It only seems that the only time where Singaporeans donate is when there is a charity show or something. Yet, some donate for the prizes. That isn't being sincere. Shouldn't we be donating for the joy of helping the needy, not for the things that can be won. In the end, the amount of money spent on the prizes are compensate using the donations. Or maybe not. Whatever the case, there will still be justice and injustice in the world. That what makes the world balance.

-Being 16 to me is ageing, yet what about now?-

The Word

2008-04-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

And the music goes on. These few days, some instrumental music are making my day pretty emotional. However, i figured out that there is a group of people that have a talent in philosophy. The EMO-s! Not trying to say anything about them or insulting what-so-ever. Think, everything they go into that mode, they start talking about life being a bitch, wishing for things. They speak in a tone or in a way sounds like they are philosophizing. Come to think of it, thats a subject in uni. How profound.

These days seems to be getting gloomer and gloomer. Exams are coming and studies are all over me. Where's the spirit of studying? Recently, i read a news articule that says we teenagers do need 9 hours of sleep, and we tend to be people of the night. Then came all the bio stuffs which doesn't make sense to me.

English oral the next topic. Needless to say, quite a number of people was nervous and then they go ''ah.. ah..''. LOL! Okay maybe for some cases. I almost said msg to be gst. Imagine if that ''GST'' came out of my mouth. Woah! Comeon people get our heads straight and start studying for the Os, if not we will be goin ooooooo.... You get what i mean.

-Lets start counting the steps to the stars-

Hmmm

2008-04-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

Even wondered why life seems to be so boring even thought we have the fun things like computer and gadgets, psp etc. Even thought technology brings us joy and allows us to do things the easy way out, yet the finest things in life is those irreplacable and those of which have been on Earth since the times of the prehistoric period. Friends, family etc.

I find that life is made worse through ourselves. See, take for example technology. In the future, we will be out of natural resources, even though others will say we will be using other energy alernatives like solar power. But wait, even solar panels cost is so high that, the upper part of the medium income and the rich can afford now. Soon in the future, i foresee a clear cut between the people in monetary terms. More people will suffer provety and yes it is truely a sad thing. In the end, we are the one to suffer the consequences not any others, for we are the one living on this earth.

The recent price hike of rice struck me in the head, more people are suffering because of this situation. More people will live in provety. Yet i was thinking that if there was no such thing as money on this world wouldn't it be great. As everything is inter-linkable. Yet the price of such thing called butter trade is not exactly that great as the price of materials needs to be judge upon.

Priceless things are all we need to feel happy. Let nature take its own course and lets not rush to improve our life so fast that everyone will become upset and eventually all hell break loose.

Looking at the stars far away, trying to grab the impossible.

Revived!

2008-04-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hurray! I'm back to blogging??! How long have i not blogged? Hmm, seems like i cannot stop myself from the need of having a diary. Yep.

Life never been so much different for me since then. I see a new light, the light of God. Plus, i am more determined in my studies right now. Well it sounds irony cause here i am typing out this post and yet i say i'm really into studying. Well, everyone has to have a break once in awhile.

Ever wondered how does it feel to be high up in the sky feeling so free and yet be afraid of heights?
Well actually you all might have felt it during a plane ride. BUT! If man were to have wings and able to fly freely in the vast sky. Wouldn't it be nice? We can reduce or totally eliminate the emission of greenhouse gases , making earth a better place. Yet if man were to have wings, we wouldn't be called humans right?

Ever since i been interested into the sky, i wonder how the birds and such feel to have wind brushing on your skin. Well guess i will just have to invent a pair of "wings" for us.

School is as hectic as ever. Maths, Sci and Languages etc. Plus the oncoming MYE. Can i handle the stress? We will find out wouldn't we. I needa quit my addiction from technology, PSP, computer etc. Reaching out to any suggestion.

For the celebration of this new rebirth, i shall try to stop playing psp. Looking forward for the new days ahead.

-Flight of the angel- (Isn't it a nice name for a new book?)

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