I just can't stand it. Everything, i seem to have a weird feeling in me. Makes me feel emo too much. I just can't concentrated on my piorities. DAMMIT! The feeling is making me so frustrated, and yes anger is felt. Somehow i think i need to get a stress ball. I can't get the feeling of anger of myself and sadness, self-denier, guilt. I just feel like a criminal yearning for the redemption. So so sad. How much can the weighs of emotions be upon us?

I wonder why do i get this feeling even though I some sort of like not anixous of my studies, though i wish that could happen. Wonder... How will the world "feel" like when there is no such existance as emotions. Everyone would be like robots, probably we would make ourselves from factories, just like toy robots. However, it seems so ridicules to have such a world. Then, what purpose is there for us to walk on the very soil of Earth that sceneries are " made". We will not feel the expressions of many jokes. We can't make ourselves happy, we can't make ourselves be in the very dream you dream where you are the blissful bunny hopping around the field of flowers. Now, what about sadness, incompletion, self-denier etc. Are those the steps to build ourselves to the prefect dream? Are they the locked door which holds happiness behind?

All i can say is that, life is not as prefect as always. Yet, many reasons beholds the key to unlock the door. For what mean or resolve you have to have depends on you. I want to have the resolve!

~One Man Can Change Anything, Open Any Door. Cause He is The Key~